When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that looking out of
bed, he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window from
the opaque walls of his chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce
the darkness with his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a neighbouring
church struck the four quarters. So he listened for the hour.
To his great astonishment the heavy bell went on from six to
seven, and from seven to eight, and regularly up to twelve; then
stopped. Twelve! It was past two when he went to bed. The clock
was wrong. An icicle must have got into the works. Twelve!
He touched the spring of his repeater, to correct this most preposterous
clock. Its rapid little pulse beat twelve: and stopped.
'Why, it isn't possible,' said Scrooge, 'that I can have slept
through a whole day and far into another night. It isn't possible
that anything has happened to the sun, and this is twelve at
noon!'
The idea being an alarming one, he scrambled out of bed, and
groped his way to the window. He was obliged to rub the frost
off with the sleeve of his dressing-gown before he could see
anything; and could see very little then. All he could make out
was, that it was still very foggy and extremely cold, and that
there was no noise of people running to and to and fro,
and making a great stir, as there unquestionably would have been
if night had beaten off bright day, and taken possession of the
world. This was a great relief, because
"Three days after sight of this First of Exchange pay to
Mr. Ebenezer Scrooge or his order," and so forth, would
have become a mere United States security if there were no days
to count by.
Scrooge went to bed again, and thought, and thought, and thought
it over and over, and could make nothing of it. The more he thought,
the more perplexed he was; and, the more he endeavoured not to
think, the more he thought.
Marley's Ghost bothered him exceedingly. Every time he resolved
within himself, after mature inquiry, that it was all a dream,
his mind flew back again, like a strong spring released, to its
first position, and presented the same problem to be worked all
through,
'Was it a dream or not? '
Scrooge lay in this state until the chime had gone three quarters
more, when he remembered, on a sudden, that the Ghost had warned
him of a visitation when the bell tolled one. He resolved to
lie awake until the hour was passed; and, conidering that he
could no more go to sleep than go to Heaven, this was, perhaps,
the wisest resolution in his power.
The quarter was so long, that he was more than once convinced
he must have sunk into a doze unconsciously, and missed the clock.
At length it broke upon his listening ear.
'Ding, dong!'
'A quarter past,' said Scrooge, counting.
'Ding, dong!'
'Half-past!' said Scrooge.
'Ding, dong!'
'A quarter to it,' said Scrooge.
'Ding, dong!'
'The hour itself,' said Scrooge triumphantly, 'and nothing else!'
He spoke before the hour bell sounded, which it now did with
a deep, dull, hollow, melancholy One. Light flashed up in the
room upon the instant, and the curtains of his bed were drawn.
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The curtains of his bed were drawn aside, I tell you, by a
hand. Not the curtains at his feet, nor the curtains at his back,
but those to which his face was addressed. The curtains of his
bed were drawn aside; and Scrooge, starting up into a half-recumbent
attitude, found himself face to face with the unearthly visitor
who drew them: as close to it as I am now to you, and I am standing
in the spirit at your elbow. |
It was a strange figure-like a child: yet not so like a child
as like an old man, viewed through some supernatural medium,
which gave him the appearance of having receded from the view,
and being diminished to a child's proportions. Its hair, which
hung about its neck and down its back, was white as if with age;
and yet the face had not a wrinkle in it, and the tenderest bloom
was on the skin. The arms were very long and muscular; the hands
the same, as if its hold were of uncommon strength. Its legs
and feet, most delicately formed, were, like those upper members,
bare. It wore a tunic of the purest white; and round its waist
was bound a lustrous belt, the sheen of which was beautiful.
It held a branch of fresh green holly in its hand; and, in singular
contradiction of that wintry emblem, had its dress trimmed with
summer flowers. But the strangest thing about it was, that from
the crown of its head there sprung a bright clear jet of light,
by which all this was visible; and which was doubtless the occasion
of its using, in its duller moments, a great extinguisher for
a cap, which it now held under its arm.
Even this, though, when Scrooge looked at it with increasing
steadiness, was not its strangest quality. For as its belt sparkled
and glittered now in one part and now in another, and what was
light one instant, at another time was dark, so the figure itself
fluctuated in its distinctness: being now a thing with one arm,
now with one leg, now with twenty legs, now a pair of legs without
a head, now a head without a body: of which dissolving
parts, no outline would be visible in the dense gloom wherein
they melted away. And in the very wonder of this, it would be
itself again; distinct and clear as ever.
'Are you the Spirit, sir, whose coming was foretold to me?' asked
Scrooge.
'I am.'
The voice was soft and gentle. Singularly low, as if instead
of being so close beside him, it were at a distance.
'Who, and what are you?' Scrooge demanded.
'I am the Ghost of Christmas Past.'
'Long Past?' inquired Scrooge: observant of its dwarfish stature.
'No. Your past.'
Perhaps, Scrooge could not have told anybody why, if anybody
could have asked him; but he had a special desire to see the
Spirit in his cap; and begged him to be covered.
'What!' exclaimed the Ghost, 'would you so soon put out, with
worldly hands, the light I give. Is it not enough that you are
one of those whose passions made this cap, and force me through
whole trains of years to wear it low upon my brow?'
Scrooge reverently disclaimed all intention to offend or any
knowledge of having wilfully bonneted the Spirit at any period
of his life. He then made bold to inquire what business brought
him there.
'Your welfare!' said the Ghost.
Scrooge expressed himself much obliged, but could not help thinking
that a night of unbroken rest would have been more conducive
to that end. The Spirit must have heard him thinking, for it
said immediately:
'Your reclamation, then. Take heed!'
It put out its strong hand as it spoke, and clasped him gently
by the arm.
'Rise! and walk with me!'
It would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the
weather and the hour were not adapted to pedestrian purposes;
that bed was warm, and the thermometer a long way below freezing;
that he was clad but lightly in his slippers, dressing-gown,
and nightcap; and that he had a cold upon him at that time. The
grasp, though gentle as a woman's hand, was not to be resisted.
He rose: but finding that the Spirit made towards the window,
clasped his robe in supplication.
'I am mortal,' Scrooge remonstrated, 'and liable to fall.'
'Bear but a touch of my hand there,' said the Spirit, laying
it upon his heart, 'and you shall be upheld in more than this!'
As the words were spoken, they passed through the wall, and stood
upon an open country road, with fields on either hand. The city
had entirely vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen. The
darkness and the mist had vanished with it, for it was a clear,
cold, winter day, with snow upon the ground.
'Good Heaven!' said Scrooge, clasping his hands together, as
he looked about him. 'I was bred in this place. I was a boy here!'
The Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its gentle touch, though it
had been light and instantaneous, appeared still present to the
old man's sense of feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odours
floating in the air, each one connected with a thousand thoughts,
and hopes, and joys, and cares long, long, forgotten.
'Your lip is trembling,' said the Ghost. 'And what is that upon
your cheek?'
Scrooge muttered, with an unusual catching in his voice, that
it was a pimple; and begged the Ghost to lead him where he would.
'You recollect the way?' inquired the Spirit.
'Remember it!' cried Scrooge with fervour; ' I could walk it
blindfold.'
'Strange to have forgotten it for so many years!' observed the
Ghost. 'Let us go on.'
They walked along the road, Scrooge recognising every gate,
and post, and tree; until a little market-town appeared in the
distance, with its bridge, its church, and winding river. Some
shaggy ponies now were seen trotting towards them with boys upon
their backs, who called to other boys in country gigs and carts,
driven by farmers. All these boys were in great spirits, and
shouted to each other, until the broad fields were so full of
merry music, that the crisp air laughed to hear it.
'These are but shadows of the things that have been,' said the
Ghost. 'They have no consciousness of us.'
The jocund travellers came on; and as they came, Scrooge knew
and named them every one. Why was he rejoiced beyond all bounds
to see them? Why did his cold eye glisten, and his heart leap
up as they went past? Why was he filled with gladness when he
heard them give each other Merry Christmas, as they parted at
cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several homes? What was merry
Christmas to Scrooge? Out upon merry Christmas! What good had
it ever done to him?
'The school is not quite deserted,' said the Ghost. 'A solitary
child, neglected by his friends, is left there still.'
Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed.
They left the high-road, by a well-remembered lane, and soon
approached a mansion of dull red brick, with a little weathercock-surmounted
cupola, on the roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a large
house, but one of broken fortunes; for the spacious offices were
little used, their walls were damp and mossy, their windows broken,
and their gates decayed. Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables;
and the coach-houses and sheds were over-run with grass. Nor
was it more retentive of its ancient state, within; for entering
the dreary hall, and glancing through the open doors of many
rooms, they found them poorly furnished, cold, and vast. There
was an earthy savour in the air, a chilly bareness in the place,
which associated itself somehow with too much getting
up by candle-light, and not too much to eat.
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They went, the Ghost and Scrooge, across the hall, to a door
at the back of the house. It opened before them, and disclosed
a long, bare, melancholy room, made barer still by lines of plain
deal forms and desks. At one of these a lonely boy was
reading near a feeble fire; and Scrooge sat down upon a form,
and wept to see his poor forgotten self as he used to be. |
Not a latent echo in the house, not a squeak and scuffle from
the mice behind the panelling, not a drip from the half-thawed
water-spout in the dull yard behind, not a sigh among the leafless
boughs of one despondent poplar, not the idle swinging of an
empty store-house door, no, not a clicking in the fire, but fell
upon the heart of Scrooge with a softening influence, and gave
a freer passage to his tears.
The Spirit touched him on the arm, and pointed to his younger
self, intent upon his reading. Suddenly a man, in foreign garments:
wonderfully real and distinct to look at: stood outside the window,
with an axe stuck in his belt, and leading by the bridle an ass
laden with wood.
'Why, it's Ali Baba!' Scrooge exclaimed in ecstasy. 'It's dear
old honest Ali Baba! Yes, yes, I know. One Christmas time, when
yonder solitary child was left here all alone, he did come, for
the first time, just like that. Poor boy! And Valentine,' said
Scrooge, 'and his wild brother, Orson; there they go! And what's
his name, who was put down in his drawers, asleep, at the Gate
of Damascus; don't you see him?And the Sultan's Groom turned
upside down by the Genii; there he is upon his head! Serve him
right! I'm glad of it. What business had he to be married to
the Princess?'
To hear Scrooge expending all the earnestness of his nature on
such subjects, in a most extraordinary voice between laughing
and crying; and to see his heightened and excited face; would
have been a surprise to his business friends in the city, indeed.
'There's the Parrot!' cried Scrooge. 'Green body and yellow
tail, with a thing like a lettuce growing out of the top of his
head; there he is! Poor Robin Crusoe, he called him, when he
came home again after sailing round the island. 'Poor Robin Crusoe,
where have you been, Robin Crusoe?' The man thought he was dreaming,
but he wasn't. It was the Parrot, you know. There goes Friday,
running for his life to the little creek! Halloa! Hoop! Hallo!'
Then, with a rapidity of transition very foreign to his usual
character, he said, in pity for his former self, 'Poor boy.'
and cried again.
'I wish,' Scrooge muttered, putting his hand in his pocket, and
looking about him, after drying his eyes with his cuff: 'but
it's too late now.'
'What is the matter?' asked the Spirit.
'Nothing,' said Scrooge. 'Nothing. There was a boy singing a
Christmas Carol at my door last night. I should like to have
given him something: that's all.'
The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and waved its hand: saying as
it did so, 'Let us see another Christmas!'
Scrooge's former self grew larger at the words, and the room
became a little darker and more dirty. The panels shrunk, the
windows cracked; fragments of plaster fell out of the ceiling,
and the naked laths were shown instead; but how all this was
brought about, Scrooge knew no more than you do. He only knew
that it was quite correct; that everything had happened so; that
there he was, alone again, when all the other boys had gone home
for the jolly holidays.
He was not reading now, but walking up and down despairingly.
Scrooge looked at the Ghost, and with a mournful shaking of his
head, glanced anxiously towards the door.
It opened; and a little girl, much younger than the boy, came
darting in, and putting her arms about his neck, and often kissing
him, addressed him as her 'Dear, dear brother.'
'I have come to bring you home, dear brother!' said the child,
clapping her tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. 'To bring
you home, home, home!'
'Home, little Fan?' returned the boy.
'Yes!' said the child, brimful of glee. 'Home, for good and all.
Home, for ever and ever. Father is so much kinder than he used
to be, that home's like Heaven! He spoke so gently to me one
dear night when I was going to bed, that I was not afraid to
ask him once more if you might come home; and he said Yes, you
should; and sent me in a coach to bring you. And you're to be
a man!' said the child, opening her eyes,' and are never to come
back here; but first, we're to be together all the Christmas
long, and have the merriest time in all the world.'
'You are quite a woman, little Fan!' exclaimed the boy.
She clapped her hands and laughed, and tried to touch his head;
but being too little, laughed again, and sood on tiptoe to embrace
him. Then she began to drag him, in her childish eagerness, towards
the door; and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied her.
A terrible voice in the hall cried. 'Bring down Master Scrooge's
box, there!' and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself,
who glared on Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension,
and threw him into a dreadful state of mind by shaking hands
with him. He then conveyed him and his sister into the veriest
old well of a shivering best-parlour that ever was seen, where
the maps upon the wall, and the celestial and terrestrial globes
in the windows, were waxy with cold. Here he produced a decanter
of curiously light wine, and a block of curiously heavy cake,
and administered instalments of those dainties to the young people:
at the same time, sending out a meagre servant to offer a glass
of something to the postboy, who answered that he thanked the
gentleman, but if it was the same tap as he had tasted before,
he had rather not. Master Scrooge's trunk being by this time
tied on to the top of the chaise, the children bade the schoolmaster
good-bye right willingly; and getting into it, drove gaily
down the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost
and snow from off the dark leaves of the evergreens like spray.
'Always a delicate creature, whom a breath might have withered,'
said the Ghost. 'But she had a large heart.'
'So she had,' cried Scrooge. 'You're right. I will not gainsay
it, Spirit. God forbid!'
'She died a woman,' said the Ghost, 'and had, as I think, children.'
'One child,' Scrooge returned.
'True,' said the Ghost. 'Your nephew.'
Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind; and answered briefly, 'Yes.'
Although they had but that moment left the school behind them,
they were now in the busy thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy
passengers passed and repassed; where shadowy carts and coaches
battle for the way, and all the strife and tumult of a real city
were. It was made plain enough, by the dressing of the shops,
that here too it was Christmas time again; but it was evening,
and the streets were lighted up.
The Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door, and asked Scrooge
if he knew it.
'Know it!' said Scrooge. 'Was I apprenticed here?'
They went in. At sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting
behind such a high desk, that if he had been two inches taller
he must have knocked his head against the ceiling, Scrooge cried
in great excitement: 'Why, it's old Fezziwig! Bless his heart;
it's Fezziwig alive again!'
Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and looked up at the clock, which
pointed to the hour of seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his
capacious waistcoat; laughed all over himself, from his shoes
to his organ of benevolence; and called out in a comfortable,
oily, rich, fat, jovial voice: 'Yo ho, there! Ebenezer! Dick!'
Scrooge's former self, now grown a young man, came briskly
in, accompanied by his fellow-prentice.
'Dick Wilkins, to be sure.' said Scrooge to the Ghost. 'Bless
me, yes. There he is. He was very much attached to me, was Dick.
Poor Dick. Dear, dear.'
'Yo ho, my boys!' said Fezziwig. 'No more work to-night. Christmas
Eve, Dick. Christmas, Ebenezer! Let's have the shutters up,'
cried old Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his hands, 'before a
man can say Jack Robinson!'
You wouldn't believe how those two fellows went at it. They charged
into the street with the shutters-one, two, three-had them up
in their places-four, five, six-barred them and pinned then-seven,
eight, nine-and came back before you could have got to twelve,
panting like race-horses.
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'Hilli-ho!' cried old Fezziwig, skipping down from the high
desk, with wonderful agility.
'Clear away, my lads, and let's have lots of room here! Hilli-ho,
Dick! Chirrup, Ebenezer!'
Clear away! There was nothing they wouldn't have cleared away,
or couldn't have cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking on.
It was done in a minute. Every movable was packed off, as if
it were dismissed from public life for evermore; the floor was
swept and watered, the lamps were trimmed, fuel was heaped upon
the fire; and the warehouse was as snug, and warm, and dry, and
bright a ball-room, as you would desire to see upon a winter's
night. |
In came a fiddler with a music-book, and went up to the lofty
desk, and made an orchestra of it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches.
In came Mrs Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile. In came the
three Miss Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable. In came the six young
followers whose hearts they broke. In came all the young men
and women employed in the business.
In came the housemaid, with her cousin, the baker. In came the
cook, with her brother's particular friend, the milkman. In came
the boy from over the way, who was suspected of not having board
enough from his master; trying to hide himself behind
the girl from next door but one, who was proved to have had her
ears pulled by her mistress. In they all came, one after nother;
some shyly, some boldly, some gracefully, some awkwardly, some
pushing, some pulling; in they all came, anyhow and everyhow.
Away they all went, twenty couple at once; hands half round and
back again the other way; down the middle and up again; round
and round in various stages of affectionate grouping; old top
couple always turning up in the wrong place; new top couple starting
off again, as soon as they got there; all top couples at last,
and not a bottom one to help them. When this result was brought
about, old Fezziwig, clapping his hands to stop the dance, cried
out, 'Well done.' and the fiddler plunged his hot face into a
pot of porter, especially provided for that purpose. But scorning
rest, upon his reappearance, he instantly began again, though
there were no dancers yet, as if the other fiddler had been carried
home, exhausted, on a shutter, and he were a bran-new man resolved
to beat him out of sight, or perish.
There were more dances, and there were forfeits, and more
dances, and there was cake, and there was negus, and there was
a great piece of Cold Roast, and there was a great piece of Cold
Boiled, and there were mince-pies, and plenty of beer. But the
great effect of the evening came after the Roast and Boiled,
when the fiddler (an artful dog, mind. The sort of man who knew
his business better than you or I could have told it him.) struck
up 'Sir Roger de Coverley.' Then old Fezziwig stood out to dance
with Mrs Fezziwig. Top couple, too; with a good stiff piece of
work cut out for them; three or four and twenty pair of partners;
people who were not to be trifled with; people who would dance,
and had no notion of walking.
But if they had been twice as many-ah, four times-old Fezziwig
would have been a match for them, and so would Mrs Fezziwig.
As to her, she was worthy to be his partner in every sense of
the term. If that's not high praise, tell me higher, and
I'll use it. A positive light appeared to issue from Fezziwig's
calves. They shone in every part of the dance like moons. You
couldn't have predicted, at any given time, what would have become
of them next. And when old Fezziwig and Mrs Fezziwig had gone
all through the dance; advance and retire, both hands to your
partner, bow and curtsey, corkscrew, thread-the-needle, and back
again to your place; Fezziwig 'cut'-cut so deftly, that he appeared
to wink with his legs, and came upon his feet again without a
stagger.
When the clock struck eleven, this domestic ball broke up. Mr
and Mrs Fezziwig took their stations, one on either side of the
door, and shaking hands with every person individually as he
or she went out, wished him or her a Merry Christmas. When everybody
had retired but the two prentices, they did the same to them;
and thus the cheerful voices died away, and the lads were left
to their beds; which were under a counter in the back-shop.
During the whole of this time, Scrooge had acted like a man out
of his wits. His heart and soul were in the scene, and with his
former self. He corroborated everything, remembered everything,
enjoyed everything, and underwent the strangest agitation. It
was not until now, when the bright faces of his former self and
Dick were turned from them, that he remembered the Ghost, and
became conscious that it was looking full upon him, while the
light upon its head burnt very clear.
'A small matter,' said the Ghost, 'to make these silly folks
so full of gratitude.'
'Small!' echoed Scrooge.
The Spirit signed to him to listen to the two apprentices, who
were pouring out their hearts in praise of Fezziwig: and when
he had done so, said, 'Why! Is it not? He has spent but a few
pounds of your mortal money: three or four perhaps. Is that so
much that he deserves this praise?'
'It isn't that,' said Scrooge, heated by the remark, and
speaking unconsciously like his former, not his latter, self.
'It isn't that, Spirit. He has the power to render us happy or
unhappy; to make our service light or burdensome; a pleasure
or a toil. Say that his power lies in words and looks; in things
so slight and insignificant that it is impossible to add and
count them up: what then? The happiness he gives, is quite as
great as if it cost a fortune.'
He felt the Spirit's glance, and stopped.
'What is the matter?' asked the Ghost.
'Nothing in particular,' said Scrooge.
'Something, I think?' the Ghost insisted.
'No,' said Scrooge, 'No. I should like to be able to say a word
or two to my clerk just now. That's all.'
His former self turned down the lamps as he gave utterance to
the wish; and Scrooge and the Ghost again stood side by side
in the open air.
'My time grows short,' observed the Spirit. 'Quick!'
This was not addressed to Scrooge, or to any one whom he could
see, but it produced an immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw
himself. He was older now; a man in the prime of life. His face
had not the harsh and rigid lines of later years; but it had
begun to wear the signs of care and avarice. There was an eager,
greedy, restless motion in the eye, which showed the passion
that had taken root, and where the shadow of the growing tree
would fall.
He was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair young girl in
a mourning-dress: in whose eyes there were tears, which sparkled
in the light that shone out of the Ghost of Christmas Past.
'It matters little,' she said, softly. 'To you, very little.
Another idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort
you in time to come, as I would have tried to do, I have no just
cause to grieve.'
'What Idol has displaced you?' he rejoined.
'A golden one.'
'This is the even-handed dealing of the world.' he said.
'There is nothing on which it is so hard as poverty; and there
is nothing it professes to condemn with such severity as the
pursuit of wealth!'
'You fear the world too much,' she answered, gently. 'All your
other hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the chance
of its sordid reproach. I have seen your nobler aspirations fall
off one by one, until the master-passion, Gain, engrosses you.
Have I not?'
'What then?' he retorted. 'Even if I have grown so much wiser,
what then? I am not changed towards you.'
She shook her head.
'Am I?'
'Our contract is an old one. It was made when we were both poor
and content to be so, until, in good season, we could improve
our worldly fortune by our patient industry. You are changed.
When it was made, you were another man.'
'I was a boy,' he said impatiently.
'Your own feeling tells you that you were not what you are,'
she returned. 'I am. That which promised happiness when we were
one in heart, is fraught with misery now that we are two. How
often and how keenly I have thought of this, I will not say.
It is enough that I have thought of it, and can release you.'
'Have I ever sought release?'
'In words. No. Never.'
'In what, then?'
'In a changed nature; in an altered spirit; in another atmosphere
of life; another Hope as its great end. In everything that made
my love of any worth or value in your sight. If this had never
been between us,' said the girl, looking mildly, but with steadiness,
upon him; 'tell me, would you seek me out and try to win me now.
Ah, no!'
He seemed to yield to the justice of this supposition, in spite
of himself. But he said with a struggle, 'You think not.'
'I would gladly think otherwise if I could,' she answered,
'Heaven knows! When I have learned a Truth like this, I know
how strong and irresistible it must be. But if you were free
to-day, to-morrow, yesterday, can even I believe that you would
choose a dowerless girl-you who, in your very confidence with
her, weigh everything by Gain: or, choosing her, if for a moment
you were false enough to your one guiding principle to do so,
do I not know that your repentance and regret would surely follow?
I do; and I release you. With a full heart, for the love of him
you once were.'
He was about to speak; but with her head turned from him, she
resumed.
'You may-the memory of what is past half makes me hope you will-have
pain in this. A very, very brief time, and you will dismiss the
recollection of it, gladly, as an unprofitable dream, from which
it happened well that you awoke. May you be happy in the life
you have chosen!'
She left him, and they parted.
'Spirit!' said Scrooge, 'show me no more! Conduct me home. Why
do you delight to torture me?'
'One shadow more!' exclaimed the Ghost.
'No more!' cried Scrooge. 'No more, I don't wish to see it. Show
me no more!'
But the relentless Ghost pinioned him in both his arms, and forced
him to observe what happened next.
They were in another scene and place; a room, not very large
or handsome, but full of comfort. Near to the winter fire sat
a beautiful young girl, so like that last that Scrooge believed
it was the same, until he saw her, now a comely matron, sitting
opposite her daughter. The noise in this room was perfectly tumultuous,
for there were more children there, than Scrooge in his agitated
state of mind could count; and, unlike the celebrated herd in
the poem, they were not forty children conducting themselves
like one, but every child was conducting itself like forty. The
consequences were uproarious beyond belief; but no one seemed
to care; on the contrary, the mother and daughter laughed heartily,
and enjoyed it very much; and the latter, soon beginning to mingle
in the sports, got pillaged by the young brigands most ruthlessly.
What would I not have given to one of them! Though I never could
have been so rude, no, no! I wouldn't for the wealth of all the
world have crushed that braided hair, and torn it down; and for
the precious little shoe, I wouldn't have plucked it off, God
bless my soul. to save my life. As to measuring her waist in
sport, as they did, bold young brood, I couldn't have done it;
I should have expected my arm to have grown round it for a punishment,
and never come straight again. And yet I should have dearly liked,
I own, to have touched her lips; to have questioned her, that
she might have opened them; to have looked upon the lashes of
her downcast eyes, and never raised a blush; to have let loose
waves of hair, an inch of which would be a keepsake beyond price:
in short, I should have liked, I do confess, to have had the
lightest licence of a child, and yet to have been man enough
to know its value.
But now a knocking at the door was heard, and such a rush immediately
ensued that she with laughing face and plundered dress was borne
towards it the centre of a flushed and boisterous group, just
in time to greet the father, who came home attended by a man
laden with Christmas toys and presents. Then the shouting and
the struggling, and the onslaught that was made on the defenceless
porter! The scaling him with chairs for ladders to dive into
his pockets, despoil him of brown-paper parcels, hold on tight
by his cravat, hug him round his neck, pommel his back, and kick
his legs in irrepressible affection! The shouts of wonder and
delight with which the development of every package was received!
The terrible announcement that the baby had been taken in the
act of putting a doll's frying-pan into his mouth, and was more
than suspected of having swallowed a fictitious turkey,
glued on a wooden platter! The immense relief of finding this
a false alarm! The joy, and gratitude, and ecstasy! They are
all indescribable alike. It is enough that by degrees the children
and their emotions got out of the parlour, and by one stair at
a time, up to the top of the house; where they went to bed, and
so subsided.
And now Scrooge looked on more attentively than ever, when the
master of the house, having his daughter leaning fondly on him,
sat down with her and her mother at his own fireside; and when
he thought that such another creature, quite as graceful and
as full of promise, might have called him father, and been a
spring-time in the haggard winter of his life, his sight grew
very dim indeed.
'Belle,' said the husband, turning to his wife with a smile,
'I saw an old friend of yours this afternoon.'
'Who was it?'
'Guess!'
'How can I? Tut, don't I know?' she added in the same breath,
laughing as he he laughed.
'Mr Scrooge.'
'Mr Scrooge it was. I passed his office window; and as it was
not shut up, and he had a candle inside, I could scarcely help
seeing him. His partner lies upon the point of death, I hear;
and there he sat alone. Quite alone in the world, I do believe.'
'Spirit!' said Scrooge in a broken voice, 'remove me from this
place.'
'I told you these were shadows of the things that have been,'
said the Ghost. 'That they are what they are, do not blame me!'
'Remove me!' Scrooge exclaimed, 'I cannot bear it!'
He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing that it looked upon him
with a face, in which in some strange way there were fragments
of all the faces it had shown him, wrestled with it.
'Leave me! Take me back! Haunt me no longer!'
In the struggle, if that can be called a struggle in which
the Ghost with no visible resistance on its own part was undisturbed
by any effort of its adversary, Scrooge observed that its light
was burning high and bright; and dimly connecting that with its
influence over him, he seized the extinguisher-cap, and by a
sudden action pressed it down upon its head.
The Spirit dropped beneath it, so that the extinguisher covered
its whole form; but though Scrooge pressed it down with all his
force, he could not hide the light, which streamed from under
it, in an unbroken flood upon the ground.
He was conscious of being exhausted, and overcome by an irresistible
drowsiness; and, further, of being in his own bedroom. He gave
the cap a parting squeeze, in which his hand relaxed; and had
barely time to reel to bed, before he sank into a heavy sleep. |